Saturday, September 17, 2011

We're all just people!

Last night, instead of going to bed at 1:00am like a normal person, I thought watching our grad dvd was a good idea. What an emotional roller coaster that was! I laughed, I cried (almost), but I mostly felt a twinge of loneliness. I actually miss everyone. Of course I miss seeing you guys everyday more than most people, but looking back I can honestly say there is not one face that I don't miss seeing. I know it's weird because how often did I complain about almost everyone, but it made me realize that we're all just people. Tell me if I'm nuts because obviously we're all just people but I don't know, watching it just made something click that i can't quite put my finger on. I think we're all more alike than I ever realized and it makes me feel bad. I feel bad for not so much judging people, well I guess it was judging, but already having opinions about people without having ever talked to them. Over the summer, I actually met and talked to a lot of the people I had thought were annoying, or were cows and unfriendly, and realized I was completely wrong. The thought that maybe some of these people were shy never crossed my mind. Now that it's September, and we're not all back together at high school is really weird to me. We really did have a great grad class, and I miss seeing those familiar faces throughout the hallways. Don't get me wrong, I am liking college, it's just different. I know I'm going to learn to love it, but I think there is always going to be that part of me that misses high school!