Never Grow Up

 At this moment, it would be Taylor Swift's never grow up. I can't believe that in one week we will be dressed up in our grad dresses at our grad!

I've been looking forward for this day for years! 6 years ago I was talking about how excited I was to wear a grad dress and graduate. Now, I can't believe how fast it's come.

"Oh, I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up, could still be little. Oh, I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up, it could still be simple"



amen

this is my life

They totally look alike!

Prince Harry is Casey Abrams without the hair and beard...

EXCITED!!!

GRAD GRAD GRAD GRAD GRAD GRAAAAD!!! Only 17 days!!! WOOOOO! AND, to make me ever more excited, my parent booked a photographer for me!!!! Fun fun fun fun fun!!!!! :D

I'm also SUPER excited for grad camping this weekend!! I must say, life is great right now!!

ummm...

I think I love you. End of story.

:D

Hi, I just changed my earings for the first time in my entire life all by myself. I did it!! Yaaay!

.....I'm such a loser, but this was a big moment in my life.

Mum

I wish I had strong enough words to express how much you actually mean to me. I truly appreciate everything you do and have ever done for me. Thank you for your love, patience, compassion, and kindness. I love you with every part of me. Yes, our family doesn’t always get along and sometimes it really, really sucks, but I think that’s what make us so strong. I think that’s what makes us love each other even more. Not one day has passed by without you telling me that you love me. Everyday you tell me how beautiful I am, or how proud you are of me, but you never hear it back. Mum, you are a beautiful person and a wonderful mum. You have taught me so much. I hope you know that. Thanks for everything. Happy Mother’s Day  <3

uuuhhhgggggg

It’s amazing how quickly a great day can turn into an awful one. DON’T YOU REALIZE IT’S ALL OF YOUR FAULT!? Sometimes I wish I could run away for ever, and never come back. I hate it here right now.

HAHAH

ahh.

I miss the days when I actually did homework..

I hope you are ok.

Done

I’m done with the fighting,
Done with the tears,
Done with the constant fear.

I’m done with the faking;
The fake smiles,
The fake happiness,
The fake loving people we pretend to be.

We are not as perfect as people may think.
Life isn’t as fun as we make it seem to be.
Yet, we continue to pretend.
I hate it. Actually, I can’t stand to do it anymore.

It must be obvious.
Can’t people sense the tension?
Hear the screaming?
See the pain?

The problem is that the need for each other is more than we will ever realize.
We couldn’t live without each other;
We wouldn’t survive.

I don't want to pretend anymore,
Don't want to feel like this,
Don't want to live like this.
I’m done.